Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 6:33 AM

i'm like in a crisis now.
i'm losing my discipline, seriously losing it.
i have skipped like two morning trainings in a row.
not that i didnt put on my alarm, i did but when it rang i didnt snooze it.
and i did it on purpose.
right now, i'm feeling super guilty and worried.
guilty cos i didnt go trng and when jiaolian asked why i didnt go i did not know how to answer man. ):
and worried cos what if i dont do well for school nats because i pon-ed training ?
maybe because of the fact that i saw the hell week programme and they really scare me off.
damn scaryyyyyy. seriously scary scary.
BUT TOMORROW I WILL NOT TURN OFF MY SNOOZE I WILL GO AND TRAIN TMRW.
TMRW TMRW TMRW I WILL BE BACK TO MY TWO TIMES A DAY ROUTINE.
I WILL :D
and wah i have been like surviving on one meal for two days.
cos i sleep till afternoon and when i wake up its time to leave house and go for afternoon training.heh.
surprisingly i can sleep in for the past two days.
satisfied man.
so i only have dinner with daddy, its been quite long since i sat down and ate with him alone.
he asked alot and i did alot of answering, some are seriously damn rhetorical.
didnt annoy me tho, i felt loved then we talked bout my life in jc.
he asked if it was tiring and all. so i was like.
ITS SUPER TIRING. esp when i have so much commitments.
then he asked HAVE YOU BEEN PASSING YOUR TESTS.
shit zomg. i didnt know how to answer man.
i just told him i got two eggs for math alrdy then he went, expected la your math.
and then he asked why i took it.
i seriously dont know why i took it, seriously now its making me miserable.
so its quite planned that my brother and his GF will leave to i-cannot-confrim-where to study together after my brother's NS.
so sweet right ! couple studying together overseas.
i made this sentence "later go there two people coming back three" you can be grandpa alrdy daddy." HAHAHAH.
dad: hits my head "NONSENSE"
and if i retain this year its HELLO to trinity and byebye sg. should be that case unless i can find something that i wanna study in poly.
i can join my brother and his gf ( be a lightbulb.) heheee.
BUT DONT RETAIN IS DA BEST OKAY.
i hope i wont retain, so i better stop ponning school and do my tutorials.
now that wong bitch is retiring, i hope i get a teacher who's fierce for math so that i will do my tutorials. =)
then he asked bout my back, wah i thought he forgot that i was injured man.
but he did. i'm so touched. :D
he's always busy and i' always busy so we dont see each other much
so many this lil episode of my mummy and brothers going overseas is a good bonding time for me and daddy. haha.

OH.
today's like an eyecandy day for me
i saw my eyecandy leisher. then saw andy ou.
and ISAAC pung. i was talking to him before i left home today and asked him to come for finals then tadahh today i saw him at the pool cos he had a polo match.
so nice of him to come down especially for me to see me train. RIGHT LA.
got polo match. cheh !
THEN THEN my national emo hair hot boy !
but he was with his GF.
wahlao. I IS SO SAD MANZXZ. heartbroken liaozx le lah. lmao.
talking bout ah lian speeches, it reminded me of jody asking me this question the other day.

" WAH SO SA IS TEACHING YOU HOW TO USE AH LAIN TALK AH?"
me : "HAHA eh not really, we like to tease them cos we're so cool." (:

talking bout english. hahah i better do well for my common test man.
BETTER DO WELL AND GET MY BACKSIDE OUT OF CHEENA CLASS.
i'm so dying there man, i should have said yes when she wanted to shift me up to main stream. sheeshh.
i'll whip out my magazines and essay,read them, then erm do some compre practices.
AND MEMORISE THE DICTIONARY. hahahah.
bullshit.
have been online shopping-ing for the past two hours.
and our list have grown alot alot. hahaha.
arog ah ! :D
i know nikki cant wait already heheee.

and friday! its the GIRLS DAYYYYYY !:D
i cannot wait wait wait !

i better sleep now before i cant wake up again tmrw.

If you're lost without me
Wondering where I might be
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 6:33 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 6:33 AM