Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 8:22 PM

at bestie's place now, watching how three of them become alliance and going against
ly.
super entertaining, and my job now is to give signals. hehezx
so today was clearing up day.
so much have been cleared. and i feel much better.
the root of the problem wasnt anybody but me.
i have learnt that we shouldnt rush into things.

so after all been said and done, i'm glad we're still bestfriends. (:
and i'm left with one last clearing to do , soon.

did i mention, i did sprint at sss before the events started.
i did 40.26sec.
#$@^&(*&(&(
i almost broke my 40 mark. wahlao eh.
so with this timing, i feel more confident that i might be able to break my PBs again,
i'm going to prove jiaolian wrong.
i'm gonna do a 39 for relay. yesyes i will.

GO.

i snooozed my phone 9 times today, which is like 45minutes later than when i should wake up.
pro anot, but then agian, i wasnt late cos sports school is just near my house.
was supposed to siwm but i didnt.
morning blues and jiaolain didnt demand me to swim today.
so just sat and stoned.
well it was acutally more like sightseeing.
bryan tay, nic tan, nic ho, need i say more ?
i bet wanda wants to keeeel me now ,BRYAN BRYANNN :D
i get to see bryan. HAHAH.
and then, talked to jiaolian bout my pace work.
its neither here nor there,i'm sooo effing screwed.
and then he said i really cannot break my PBs. wahloaweh.
demoralised alrdyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i have decided not to wear my speedos in order not to embarass myself on that day.

so i ripped this from shar's blog, it semi-applies to me.

1) What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

2) Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

3) I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

4) There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

5) I wake up in tear drops
They fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off to my job
Guess not much has changed

Punch the clock
Head for home
Check the phone, just incase
Go to bed
Dream of you
That's what I'm doing these days

and to finish it off with a quote:

"What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?"

true true ?

imma go bath and head to shcool for some seriousss mugging.
and abel jsut messaged me.
"i forgot to bring your redox notes"
right abel, if i fail my common test because of this chapter, its gonna be your fault. haha.
sss at night again, moarrr sightseeing. haha:D

Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 8:22 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 8:22 PM