Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 5:52 PM

its sunday alreadyyyyyy ! omgoossshh laa.
its signifies something.
my holidays are coming to an end sooon soon soon in like 14hours time.
and today, i'm gonna study as in real studying okay.
bestfriend you see this. I AM GOING TO STUDY. not make empty sentences like you.
hahaha. i kinda realised i'm quite screwed cos i missed quite alot of lectures becuase i pon school and now my notes are like half past 6, blanks everywhere.
but i'm glad i understood kinetics for chem cos it consist of numbers and i dont have any afinity with them. for people who know me yawl should know la huh.
i really dont know what to do for my H2 math man.
its like i really dont understand a frigging thing.
if you ask me how to operate a GC, i will tell you i dont know.
if you ask me how to do functions, dont know.
if you ask me hoo to do binomial theorem, dont know
if you ask me how to do apgp, dont know
if you ask me how to do partial fractions, dont know.
if you ask me whether i will pass common test, I KNOW FAIL LOR.
man, sometimes i think i shouldnt have gone over to science stream.
its like silently killing me step by step as each day passes.
so this holidays, i'm gonna attempt to understand every frig part of it
and try to get at least a D for math.
i wont look at an C or B man cos i know its mission unachieveable.
so counting down the days i have 29 days to work on everything.
swim and studies. so rounding it off a month.
ITS NOT ENOUGH ):
quoting my previous post, i said i was swimming with those unexpected people.
it turns out to be true, yeah demoralised. but i wont stop training.
its all about breaking my personal best, whether i get into finals anot its another thing, as long as i know i've put in everything and i've tried my best.
in any case, it all goes down to WHO WANTS IT THE MOST YO.
and i hope that my teammates turn up for the two weeks intensive training in school.
PLEASE DO TURN UP.PLEASE.
we want the trophy damn badly, please make this year your best and the best. chances dont slip by so easily.
if we all say we want it i dont see why some of you refuse to train.
is that called, I WANT IT BADLY?
this is not out of anger its just some message i want to bring across to yawl.
we're putting in our efforts i just hope you guys would do the same.

this is gonna be a tough and tiring month.
with all commitments.
no sweat no sweat.
because i'm living in God's grace and His grace is sufficient.

25more days
6 more days.
and A MONTH.

&! i might be switching over to xanga soon.

later.

Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 5:52 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 5:52 PM