Thursday, February 1, 2007 @ 6:35 AM

i pon-ed classes today and stoned in the cafe.
i just dont feel like doing anything.
and when i saw my bitch crying in the cafe, i just felt like crying too.
i was nice, wrote him a post card and his fav hello panda plus choc.
it contains endorphin and it makes people happy.
bitch didnt have the energy to talk to me so he's like nodding and nodding.
make me even sadder (is there such a word?)
but i received good news ! i'm so so so happy for him.
good job well done.
now i need endorphin.
i realise my burdens are heavier i need to console people even tho i'm also like sad.
its not that i dont like doing it but its just that when i see people crying.
it reminds me of my things.
then again, i have to be strong and give people advices which i cant execute myself.
tmrw's my super free day and its test no need to study one.
like i even bother to.
i might just pon it again . heh.
so we were doing this poem during lit class which i found so related to me.

stop all the clocks,cut off the telephone
prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone
Slience the painos and with muffled drums
Bring out the coffin,let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle the morining overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message he's dead
Put crepesround the white necks of the publis doves
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my south,my east my west
My working weel and my Sunday rest
My noon,My midnight,my talk my song.
I thought that love would last forever : I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now :each and everyone.
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sub
Pour away the pcean and sweep up the moon
For nothing now can each ever come to any good.

i have this swollen patch on my tigh now.
and it hurts like crap.
later`

Thursday, February 1, 2007 @ 6:35 AM

Thursday, February 1, 2007 @ 6:35 AM