Wednesday, December 6, 2006 @ 9:41 PM

i'm so effing pissed now.
just one step and i will get my cam and this bugger just have to spoil it.
and who is that , my elder brother.
i really felt like killing him luhh.
just WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM.
and i swear i didnt do anything bad to him la.
he's either not at home or i will be asleep when he reaches home.
which means that we wont even contact with each other.
so i dont see why he must do all these things to me.
jealous say la. wahlao eh.
then early in the morning today he still dare to ask me to buy things for him.
he seriously have no sense of shame. none at all i tell you.
of course, who in the right mind would go and help him to stuff right.
somemore after what he has done to me.
he thinks he's the prince in the house.
eldest grandson and son and SOOOO ?
i know in whatever case he will get anything he wants cos he's the ELDEST.
and i think he's the worst person on earth.
so sissyfied. like buying food and all.
he orders us around like maids.
eat alr dont know how to bring the plates to tha basin.
my mum helps him clear every SINGLE TIME.
no joke. its EVERY SINGLE TIME.
then i have no idea what has the cam got to do with my studies.
i'm repeating one more fucking time.
i RETAINED cos i DIDNT STUDY, and ITS NOT COS I'M STUPID.
ya la ya la. you got scholarship and so what.
i can get it too just you wait and see.
i hope goes into army soon see how he suffer inside.
cant even swim, pull ups also weaker than me.
i can say that physically, i am fitter than him man.
such a wuss.
and i will make sure that if one day you ever come to me begging me to lend you my cam,
i will just give you a straight NO in your fucking face.
i know whats the nxt thing you wannna get you see if i will do the same thing to you anot.
I WILL NOT LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY.
urghhhhhh.

omg, after typing, i'm still pissed.
i need the antartica to cool my anger.
talk with mel and agnes till late yesterday.
the past and everything, laughing at our silly stuff.
reliving the MAP. (:

i'm just like a volatile volcano now.
dont come and step on my tail.

Wednesday, December 6, 2006 @ 9:41 PM

Wednesday, December 6, 2006 @ 9:41 PM